Curse The Wicked

Burning skies rise to waters below

Turned black with the ash of disaster

Crawling amongst corpses with open eyes

Alive in your mind but trapped in your flesh

You wicked women, your day has finally come

Spoken from the pages of prophecy

Foretold that you would be choked by the hand of righteousness

With angels pressed against you

The time for your withering into oblivion

Has come on the swiftest wings of hell

Harm my kin, the seed of my service

And the meat will be stripped from your bones

My hatred has boiled to seep through my eyes

You were nothing yet you made yourself monarch to the dark

But I will not be like the world that bows before you

O Babylon, the whore to the kings of the earth

Drunk on the bloodshed of those at the end your whips

Your hour is here and your judgement is clear

Eternities chains abound leaving you locked away in the fire of reprimand

Forever being torn apart by the demons you created

Living out the nightmares you cast on your neighbors

Cursed are you wicked one

How dare you think you could overcome this saint!

A Dry Soul Behind Brittle Bones

Heartfelt illusions take over the pride

One reign and one side to delude the mind

Inside a prison made of flesh and bones

Thoughts escape only to fill a void

Cosmic spaces that expand without end

A dry soul rusts behind cold walls

Running to a finish line that is always a step ahead

Never getting to where I need to be

Further behind we fall out of space and time

Drowning in the air that encloses our hell

Creeping creatures slither down hollow throats

No relief from this pain in sight

Ramming knives into our veins to change the thought

From bone break to bone break

Creating more agony to forget the one before

Useless and without hope how do you become a man again

Trusting no man, women, or beast we hold to one thing

Kill or be killed and it ruins us

Rotted out to the core we bleed without cease

The world around me has become both friend and enemy

Coming together to be just another frienemy, living in two realities

Take me back to the place where I can rest

Where blood and fire do not delude the water of life

Receive now my crown of hope for now I only wish to live

Keep me in your arms tonight

My last wish is only to sustain and make it through the night

Rescue me from this dying soul locked behind brittle bones

There has got to be more to life then this

There has to be more then this

Brother

You are my only brother

The flesh of the mirror in my eye

Leaving this world of mine

To undertake your own for once

No longer in my shadow

Out from under my wing

Why do you have to go like this

Throwing all your dreams out the window

Wait and see, never rush with love

Your gift sits enthroned before you

Yet you don't see

But I'm cursed to see your gifts

You are my only brother

And I need you as support

I lift you as you lift me

So why walk away so that I may fall

In my times of trouble you are my help

Where will I get my help from

You have gone so far away

How will I stand to lose you

All for your selfish desires

They will soon die and you will be alone

Stay here brother and let me guide you

I've seen the world at war

Harsh and desperate is this place

Let me show you the way

Speak to my ghost and let him know

That weeping will do no good

I will make haste to bring you home

Don't throw your life away brother

You have so much to live for my friend

You're throwing it all away

You're seeking after the pretend

Realize you are more then this

Wake and know you are more then this

Rope Burn And Red Lines

What was the reaction you were expecting

When we found you hanging from the ceiling?

Shame or remorse, fact is no one cared

Nothing remains for the last parts have been erased

Lost from your eyes is even the cold

The building pain left with a final breath

Point made but never taken only to your heart

Calloused and bleeding, a horrid mess to mend

And that's why it never was

Careless are the remnant you left behind

So this will always be the day marked with fallen roses

Peddle by peddle they weep for you with no tears

Now for those who you thought were close

Were never close at all, and see they left you hanging

Staring up with eyes of confusion

They say that there was nothing they could do to save you

But it was all a lie, and they've lived in its grasp for all time

Twilight on a life that was shinning in midday

This should never happen with so many hands of hope around

Yet the noose was still slipped around your neck and pulled tight

Kicking back the chair you went into grief laced limbo

So for a briefness you swayed between pain and punishment

Desecrating the temple that was not yours, the idols fell prostate

Seeing for once that it all didn't matter but it was all too late

Now only you have paid the price that was already met

And those who were made to suffer, receive no judgement

It was all a facade, and you only know it now

But it's too late to come back, you've taken it too far

It's too late to come back

Deception

Witness the pain I bring

As furry falls from the sky with wrath

The deliverance of my people has come on harsh wings

Justice for the oppressed and judgement for the slaves

Those who called themselves holy

The flesh who stood before men and ordered worship

Today is the day that you are destroyed

Thinking it will all pass away with time

But time has no bearing on this punishment

It is the everlasting torture of my hate filled eyes

For your betrayal to your fellow man

So now I come with the ax and hammer

Tearing down your strongholds and your idols

The graven images of the self righteous

Put in place of the mercy seat of the almighty

Will burn with your bones over the graves of your prophets

No more deception, no more of your lies

Here I stand to take this pulpit of gold

Preaching a word that is of whole truth without the weakness you put through

Throwing away the pomp for true humility

My anger is the righteous hand of the Word

And it will be kept if by my life or death

So on this day you will stand before the great white throne

Receiving a crown on your head locked in place

Piercing into your scalp you bleed for what was issued

Pretending to speak for God when you raised yourself up as one

The author of truth was never found in you

So fire awaits at his final breath to consume you forever

Bow down one last and proclaim the revelation as it unfolds

I am the judge placed to lead the flock gone astray

Yet I am not as forgiving as the Divine who placed me in authority

Toleration is not in my vocabulary

Only the fire that lives in my bones that will wake the dead

Put your evil filled in my grave and watch as the demons flee

I carry the banner of the Great and Awesome One

So from this day forth

You will know His ways or you will one day know true pain

I Haven't Written You A Love Song In A While

Pale blue eyes look straight to my heart

As I warm your hands inside of mine

Holding you tight in that you won't let go

You are my hope and light

The one who brings a smile out of the dark

I love you so hard my sweet

I yearn for you with all that makes me be

And I will write you a love song

Everyday that I'm alive

OH OH I'll write you a love song

Everyday that you are mine

Let's repeat the best days

Over and over let's relive

So now let's take the new days

And love each other even more

Joy fills my cup as I kiss your gentle lips

Divine melodies begin as we embrace

Be mine be mine always and forever be mine

The apple of my eye, the wind beneath my wings

Keep the song going until the end of time

From everlasting to everlasting

My love with last the lengths of eternal time

Losers Will Be Losers

Paralyzed by your weakness

You called these powers that be down on your own head

What a waste, and what a disaster

I see you lagging, now your falling further behind

Never in my life have I bowed to your god

The lackluster, the sloth of great divine

An idol that must be caste out and thrown in the fire

You've become like the rest of them

So as there was three now there are four

Breed into madness by a bitch of a mother

Forsaken like the son of man upon the cross by their fallen father

Now it's time to make a name for yourself

Yet you rely on those whose blood will never correspond

A wretched fool, seeking the righteous but living the sin

There are no reparations in life only the changing of tides

Marched on with these harsh times and took the chance to survive

Not truly living just getting by

Falsify the choice and make yourself look grand

Whore, take off the mask and reveal yourself to the masses

That you are really invisible under all that makeup

Lies build on one another to form your dead flesh

But as the sun hits your back no shadow is formed below

Who are you but a thief and a cheat

Born into options you choose to take defeat

A waste of the good grace of life

Your decisions mold your soul into a deepening void

Black circles now form under all our eyes

As you suck us through the vortex and into your lies

The time has come for me to drown you out

And leave your filthy ashes behind

As you were nothing to me you remain and become the same

Nothing but a waste of time

Kill To Believe

False fronts add to the unpredictable for you

Look what you get when you don't learn

Stuck in first gear for the rest of your life

Trying to escape but lost in the hard light

Squinting to get past, though it doesn't work out

Lesson never taught so lesson never learned

You'll be back on the streets living like trash

This is your worth because you made yourself the amount

Change the cycle and move on past

But instead you stole off the system and called it work

You sit with a thumb in your mouth with the other hand out

Beggars will always walk amongst us

For they put themselves in that spot

Yearning for someone to come along to pick you up

And when it comes there is no thank you just a fuck off

Same thing as yesteryear and once again it begins again

It will come down to a bullet in the head to understand

That a life is worth living but you need to get up off your ass for that

Believe in something that is deep within

Reach and look for this for all men hold this to be true

Yet again and again you let the world pass you by

So once again you become useless

O and I saw it coming the whole time

So mom and dad...I told you so!

The Beast Of A Mighty Lord

Walking corpse's becoming the kings of the dead

With flesh torn from the bone

Rotting away with the tides of hate lined time

No forgiveness for the masses

Only pain for those who tried to reach the top

Sent down below as the hands of Shiloh await

Open arms swallow the self righteous into the blackness

Past beyond the realms of sight and sound

Hell remains the point of no return for those caught in the flesh

Breaking down as I pull with the force of giants

Demons come crying out of my deepest being

Ripping them through my flesh and soul by their throats

They kneel before the alpha who has authority by vengeance

I have no enemies only those who wish to be loved

For who can stand against me when all who do fall dead?

Gaze down the path of freedom and see me standing at the finish line

Now look upon the other and see without me you're nothing

A darker side awaits as you follow the lock of my eyes

But it is so much safer with a protector who consumes all in rage

Fighting back against the hypocrisy and the lies

Burn these motherfuckers with lips covered in sin alive

Throwing filth out the window not expecting it to land on the innocent

Unbeknownst to them that suffering returns with all they let go

Return to your master and overtake his remains

For when I am done there will only be still bones left with lifeless lungs

Though after all the torture the heart will remain with pitiful beat

Awaking the mind in the nightmares of memory to the nightmares of life

Remembering how the beast came crashing down

Right on the head of a false prophet while they honored the false god of themselves

Created out of the mind that all paths lead to joy

That by flesh of their flesh an idol may spring forth everlasting life

But only one might can reign over the sight of all mankind

And he may have only one rider in black to keep back the night

Come to grips with the fact that you are just a useless waist

I've come to take you back to the pit you've created for yourself

Wake from your rest you dip shits

It is time for the monuments of pain to be placed in your very depths

Burn

Pay For Your Mistakes

Let me start off by saying that it's been a long time blogger's and life's been getting interesting but slowing down some so it's time to write.

Something on my mind that has been killing me because I have seen it taking place in my home is people not having to pay for their mistakes and instead receiving free handouts.

First of all let me just start out by saying...

WHAT THE FUCK!

Now lets forget that it's unfair to the whole rest of the WORLD that has to play by the rules, because for everyone else when you get screwed over you have to get up and dust yourself off and get back on the horse, but I am tired of all the freebies for one reason, NO LIFE LESSON IS BEING TAUGHT AND MISTAKES WILL CONTINUE TO BE MADE THAT DON'T NEED TO BE!

When I was a small boy I used to get a spanking if I did something wrong, and I learned that I better not do that again or I would get another swat! Now I'm all about helping your fellow man that is down, in fact there needs to be more of that, but sometimes you can't just give out things for free and not ask for anything in return.

Here is the situation. My 32 year old half sister has two kids, no job, no license, no car, no skills, no education, she looks like a floozy, she's made a lot of bad choices in life and life has been very hard to her in return. ALL OF A SUDDEN OUT OF THE MOTHER FUCKING BLUE SKY MY DAD DECIDES TO GET HER AN APARTMENT IN A NICE NEIGHBORHOOD, GETTING BOTH HER KIDS IN BETTER SCHOOLS, AND HE IS PAYING FOR EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This is not the same man that lives with me because for YEARS he didn't give a flying fuck about anyone and especially his older kids who he let run wild to ruin their lives.

Now I'm not against him helping out, but like this and with it being so sudden it is a bit strange and just flat out weird. What the fuck is he thinking by giving hand outs to a person who will throw all this away down the road. What is she doing to better herself? NOTHING! NOT A FUCKING THING! So like I said before...WHAT THE FUCK!

Sometimes I'm convinced that I live with fucking retards that do things that make their lives so hard, and there is no reason for it. AND GOD FORBID YOU TRY TO HELP BECAUSE WHEN YOU DO YOU GET A MIDDLE FINGER AND A BIG FAT FUCK OFF KID WHAT DO YOU KNOW! So I don't help, I just watch and wait for the fall.

Basically I live in a family of fuck up's and dumb fucks. It's really simple, and I stand on the outside foreseeing all that is coming, and let me tell you that all hell will break loose, it's only a matter of time before a giant hole opens up in the middle of the earth and demons come flying out to wreck havoc, and it will all be due to my family of fuck up's and dumb fucks.

Here is the sad part. My mother is helping my half sister (who is not her daughter at all) with so much that she has left her body and morphed into a mule. She is a work horse and even worse she has let herself become a slave, all for someone she is not related to and for someone who doesn't deserve it. You can't help people that don't want to help themselves, and my sister is showing that and no one sees it. Like I said...fuck up's!

Pay for your mistakes people, and when you do, we will be living in a better world.

Blessings Blacksheep.

P.S. Let's get a law passed that lets us kill the fuck up's and dumb fucks in our families. Let's have a pure human race for once!

God Doesn't Like Zombies

This is a song we are writing in my band, hope you enjoy! Blessings!

Why are you so cold
Drowned in ethanol
You’ve lost all control
Now the time has come
To see that you’re dead

Zombie
A Bleeding mass
I will spit you
Out of my mouth

Drive back the dead
New Life is through the lamb
Come back to His arms
Unite to Christ and live

Drive back the dead
New Life is through the lamb
Come back to His arms
Unite to Christ and live

OH

Brothers of the East
Who has bewitched you?
Lukewarm from the start
And frozen in the end

Brothers of the East
Who has bewitched you?
Lukewarm from the start
And frozen in the end

Where will you be when He comes? X3
When He comes back

(Guitar Solo)

Where will you be when He comes? (Zombies) X3
Comes Back

The Soundtrack To My Life

Opening credits: The Final Countdown-Europe


Waking up: Jammin-Bob Marley


Average day: Make It Rain-Fat Joe & Lil Wayne


First date: Hard Ride-Pantera


Falling in love: PDA (We Just Don't Care)-John Legend


Fight scene: I Own You (Hoods)-Suffokate
No video for this one

Breaking up: Pray for Plagues-Bring Me The Horizone


Getting back together: Sexy Lady-Young Berg


Life's okay: Stitches-Haste The Day


Mental Breakdown: Face:Face-Norma Jean


Driving: Nuthin But A G Thing-Dr. Dra & Snoop Dogg


Flashback: The Best Deceptions-Dashboard Confessional


Partying: Party Hard-Andrew WK


Happy dance: Rock It-Herbie Handcock


Regretting: Through Struggle-As I Lay Dying


Long night alone: Broken-Seether


Death scene: My Fears Have Become My Phobias-As Blood Runs Black

New Years Day 2008

So today was, and still is for one more hour, the first day of the new year

Let's take a look back over the past year for a little review shall we!

First off it was a year of tremendous natural and man made disasters. Everything from forest fires, wild fires, house fires, care fires, it seemed like this was a year of lots of fire. Everything always seemed to be on fire.

Natural disasters seemed to just be on what I guess you could call a natural rise. AND NO I DON'T THINK IT HAS ANYTHING TO DO WITH GLOBAL WARMING!

We also had a lot of bad role models. Celebrities, movie and athletic stars, politicians, were ending up in a jail by the boat load. Very disappointing.

There was some good things that happened in 07, I just can't seem to think about them, and what seems to be on the forefront of every ones mind this coming year is the upcoming presidential elections. It doesn't look good for the Republicans and from what I see I think Hillary may be our next President...we are definitely going to hell in a hand basket now.

Happy New Year everyone. Pray that it will be a better year then the one before.

Blessings