Losers Will Be Losers

Paralyzed by your weakness

You called these powers that be down on your own head

What a waste, and what a disaster

I see you lagging, now your falling further behind

Never in my life have I bowed to your god

The lackluster, the sloth of great divine

An idol that must be caste out and thrown in the fire

You've become like the rest of them

So as there was three now there are four

Breed into madness by a bitch of a mother

Forsaken like the son of man upon the cross by their fallen father

Now it's time to make a name for yourself

Yet you rely on those whose blood will never correspond

A wretched fool, seeking the righteous but living the sin

There are no reparations in life only the changing of tides

Marched on with these harsh times and took the chance to survive

Not truly living just getting by

Falsify the choice and make yourself look grand

Whore, take off the mask and reveal yourself to the masses

That you are really invisible under all that makeup

Lies build on one another to form your dead flesh

But as the sun hits your back no shadow is formed below

Who are you but a thief and a cheat

Born into options you choose to take defeat

A waste of the good grace of life

Your decisions mold your soul into a deepening void

Black circles now form under all our eyes

As you suck us through the vortex and into your lies

The time has come for me to drown you out

And leave your filthy ashes behind

As you were nothing to me you remain and become the same

Nothing but a waste of time

Kill To Believe

False fronts add to the unpredictable for you

Look what you get when you don't learn

Stuck in first gear for the rest of your life

Trying to escape but lost in the hard light

Squinting to get past, though it doesn't work out

Lesson never taught so lesson never learned

You'll be back on the streets living like trash

This is your worth because you made yourself the amount

Change the cycle and move on past

But instead you stole off the system and called it work

You sit with a thumb in your mouth with the other hand out

Beggars will always walk amongst us

For they put themselves in that spot

Yearning for someone to come along to pick you up

And when it comes there is no thank you just a fuck off

Same thing as yesteryear and once again it begins again

It will come down to a bullet in the head to understand

That a life is worth living but you need to get up off your ass for that

Believe in something that is deep within

Reach and look for this for all men hold this to be true

Yet again and again you let the world pass you by

So once again you become useless

O and I saw it coming the whole time

So mom and dad...I told you so!

The Beast Of A Mighty Lord

Walking corpse's becoming the kings of the dead

With flesh torn from the bone

Rotting away with the tides of hate lined time

No forgiveness for the masses

Only pain for those who tried to reach the top

Sent down below as the hands of Shiloh await

Open arms swallow the self righteous into the blackness

Past beyond the realms of sight and sound

Hell remains the point of no return for those caught in the flesh

Breaking down as I pull with the force of giants

Demons come crying out of my deepest being

Ripping them through my flesh and soul by their throats

They kneel before the alpha who has authority by vengeance

I have no enemies only those who wish to be loved

For who can stand against me when all who do fall dead?

Gaze down the path of freedom and see me standing at the finish line

Now look upon the other and see without me you're nothing

A darker side awaits as you follow the lock of my eyes

But it is so much safer with a protector who consumes all in rage

Fighting back against the hypocrisy and the lies

Burn these motherfuckers with lips covered in sin alive

Throwing filth out the window not expecting it to land on the innocent

Unbeknownst to them that suffering returns with all they let go

Return to your master and overtake his remains

For when I am done there will only be still bones left with lifeless lungs

Though after all the torture the heart will remain with pitiful beat

Awaking the mind in the nightmares of memory to the nightmares of life

Remembering how the beast came crashing down

Right on the head of a false prophet while they honored the false god of themselves

Created out of the mind that all paths lead to joy

That by flesh of their flesh an idol may spring forth everlasting life

But only one might can reign over the sight of all mankind

And he may have only one rider in black to keep back the night

Come to grips with the fact that you are just a useless waist

I've come to take you back to the pit you've created for yourself

Wake from your rest you dip shits

It is time for the monuments of pain to be placed in your very depths

Burn

Pay For Your Mistakes

Let me start off by saying that it's been a long time blogger's and life's been getting interesting but slowing down some so it's time to write.

Something on my mind that has been killing me because I have seen it taking place in my home is people not having to pay for their mistakes and instead receiving free handouts.

First of all let me just start out by saying...

WHAT THE FUCK!

Now lets forget that it's unfair to the whole rest of the WORLD that has to play by the rules, because for everyone else when you get screwed over you have to get up and dust yourself off and get back on the horse, but I am tired of all the freebies for one reason, NO LIFE LESSON IS BEING TAUGHT AND MISTAKES WILL CONTINUE TO BE MADE THAT DON'T NEED TO BE!

When I was a small boy I used to get a spanking if I did something wrong, and I learned that I better not do that again or I would get another swat! Now I'm all about helping your fellow man that is down, in fact there needs to be more of that, but sometimes you can't just give out things for free and not ask for anything in return.

Here is the situation. My 32 year old half sister has two kids, no job, no license, no car, no skills, no education, she looks like a floozy, she's made a lot of bad choices in life and life has been very hard to her in return. ALL OF A SUDDEN OUT OF THE MOTHER FUCKING BLUE SKY MY DAD DECIDES TO GET HER AN APARTMENT IN A NICE NEIGHBORHOOD, GETTING BOTH HER KIDS IN BETTER SCHOOLS, AND HE IS PAYING FOR EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This is not the same man that lives with me because for YEARS he didn't give a flying fuck about anyone and especially his older kids who he let run wild to ruin their lives.

Now I'm not against him helping out, but like this and with it being so sudden it is a bit strange and just flat out weird. What the fuck is he thinking by giving hand outs to a person who will throw all this away down the road. What is she doing to better herself? NOTHING! NOT A FUCKING THING! So like I said before...WHAT THE FUCK!

Sometimes I'm convinced that I live with fucking retards that do things that make their lives so hard, and there is no reason for it. AND GOD FORBID YOU TRY TO HELP BECAUSE WHEN YOU DO YOU GET A MIDDLE FINGER AND A BIG FAT FUCK OFF KID WHAT DO YOU KNOW! So I don't help, I just watch and wait for the fall.

Basically I live in a family of fuck up's and dumb fucks. It's really simple, and I stand on the outside foreseeing all that is coming, and let me tell you that all hell will break loose, it's only a matter of time before a giant hole opens up in the middle of the earth and demons come flying out to wreck havoc, and it will all be due to my family of fuck up's and dumb fucks.

Here is the sad part. My mother is helping my half sister (who is not her daughter at all) with so much that she has left her body and morphed into a mule. She is a work horse and even worse she has let herself become a slave, all for someone she is not related to and for someone who doesn't deserve it. You can't help people that don't want to help themselves, and my sister is showing that and no one sees it. Like I said...fuck up's!

Pay for your mistakes people, and when you do, we will be living in a better world.

Blessings Blacksheep.

P.S. Let's get a law passed that lets us kill the fuck up's and dumb fucks in our families. Let's have a pure human race for once!